As the final fall of my time at SFA comes to a close, I have to reflect on a few things.
First of all is friends. With nineteen hours, it was so hard to maintain relationships with even some of my best friends. I feel as though I am in a different realm than most of them, which makes it hard to communicate.
My relationship with Shawn has really improved. Not that it was ever bad, but we have learned to communicate and work together at new levels. We try to be considerate of each other and work as a team. When I say, try, that's what I mean. We're not perfect. I feel as thought my love for him becomes more real every day. I am now looking forward to our wedding. It was once a thing of tremendous stress, but I am starting to get excited.
My education at SFA is finally getting interesting. I feel as though I have actually learned (wow a novel thought) something from my classes this semester. I want to research and get in to the material, not just take notes and come back to it the next class period. Especially philosophy. I never knew it could be that challenging and entertaining. It has challenged me to look at all aspects of my life in a new way and surprisingly enough, enabled me to think more critically and do better in my other classes. It's funny how every single subject I'm studying this semester seems to overlap with the others.
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